I never knew why I couldn't make him happy; I just knew that no matter what, I was going to do anything to get his love and approval. No matter how he treated me I still loved him and kept telling myself that one day he would love me too. But it was all a big lie.   In the meanwhile I hanged out with him and enjoyed my time; I was day dreaming about him! And I convinced myself that I would never... [read more]